我既不悲观，也不乐观，只是每天早上睁开眼睛迎接新的一天，一个人努力过下去。

I am neither pessimistic nor optimistic. I just open my eyes every morning to embrace a brand new day, living on my own.

我突然觉得寂寞起来。我老是这样，刚刚还沉浸在怀念中，转瞬间就会觉得不安。

The loneliness suddenly comes into my mind. It is my vicious circle, indulging in memory in the last second, but then falling into anxiety in a flash.

谁都会有不为人知的一面，人们学会隐藏，隐藏着自己不愿被别人发现的一面，把最沉痛的回忆深埋在逝去的时光里。

Everyone has unknown sides, from which people protect them being found. They only bury the most painful memories into the lost time.

人们不停的从我面前走过，没有人朝我看，他们看起来就像一张铅笔画，要乘着微风飘然而去似的。这张看似平常的纸片却不知不觉中划破了我的皮肤。

People constantly walked by, but no one cast a look at me. They looked like a pencil drawing, going to fly away in the breeze. This seemingly ordinary paper scratched my skin unconsciously.

季节啊，天气啊，那些无关紧要的事情总是在变。 我觉得自己没有爸爸，很可怜，一度想当不良少女，可不知道怎么当，只好放弃了。 不管别人怎么说，我都要不为所动，做我自己。

Season, weather and other inessential things are changing all the time. I once wanted to be a bad girl since I felt miserable without father being around. But finally I gave up this idea as I didn’t know how to become a bad one. No matter what people say, I will not change, I am myself.

对于将来的梦想，以及刻骨铭心的恋爱等等，即使描绘不出来，我也朦朦胧胧怀有期待。

As for my dream, unforgettable love, and other beautiful things, even though I can hardly draw a picture about them, I still have some small expectations.

我们总想要着要外面的生活，外面的世界，头破血流也要进去。也许只有到最后才发现，其实我们都看错了角度，你需要做的，不过是用漫长的时光来接受这个真实的自己，然后爱上他。

We always try to squeeze into the outside world at all costs. But only to find that we all made a wrong decision. What you need to do is to take a long time to accept yourselves as you are and then fall in love with him.

我以后也能像她那样吗?到了七十岁还爱打扮，住在属于自己的小房子里，情人节去买巧克力。我能过上这样的生活吗?

Will I be like her when I am old? She is 70 but still fond of make-up, living in a small house of her own and buying chocolate on Valentine's Day. Can I live a life like this?

我以为只要自己满怀强烈的爱，每天坚持祈祷的话，他就一定能感受到的。可是事实好像并不如此。

I used to believe that only if I give all the love I have to him and pray for him every day, he would definitely feel my heart some day. But the truth is not.

不断地认识人，不断地被人认识。但是好天气是自己给自己的。

I continually know new people and be known. But it is you that can bring good weather to yourself.

他什么都不说，但表情和距离感足以使对方明白一切都已经结束了。

He said nothing, but his facial expression and the sense of distance proved that it is over.

没有复杂的情节，只是平静的生活。别人的故事都美好，唯独我身边的人都在离开。孤独，自由，看似毫无意义，最后还是有人在等着你。为了遵循自己内心的声音生活，我们曾为此付出多么巨大的代价。

There is no complicated stories but peaceful life. All the people have a wonderful life, but me, only me, seeing them leaving one by one. Loneliness and freedom seem to be meaningless, since there must be someone waiting for you. But we have paid much cost in order to follow our heart.